a note to a lover during the solar eclipse

Will you ever come back to me?


To the place where you held my heart so tenderly

In a space where no darkness shone through

Where you and I never held back; tried and true


Because the love we shared

Was more rare than a solar eclipse

Never daring to stare directly at us

a dreaded love apocalypse,

was what you feared


I remember the time you told me

The reflection of the stars were in my eyes

The law of the universe written and actualized

So no need for a telescopee to see


Now I find myself floating aimlessly

Because you ripped away our galaxy

So quickly it was a tragedy


Lost stardust roaming courageously

Waiting until our universes collide again

Holding on tight to our energy shamelessly


As I ask again, will you ever come back to me?




flying high particles; mesmerizing theatricals

only those awakened witness the magnetic trend

spreading magnificently loud to each heartbeat sound

kaleidoscopic rainbows and endless firework shows

aesthetics unbelievably admirable; a fantasy land from a fable

a story yet to be told, as it’s meant to be just a memory for the mind to hold

How do you have it all figured out?

July 20, 2017  – 10:45am

I am doing something I do not generally do. I am writing this piece without having it all figured out.

A roadblock that is constantly appearing in my life is this “urge” to make sure all the puzzles pieces fit together perfectly before sharing myself with others.

It’s the perfect harmony to your favorite song. It’s like trying to catch the exact ebb and flow of a wave when surfing. It’s a coloring book filled with pictures that has no color outside the lines (almost impossible  – ask any mother of a toddler).

I think you get the picture, yeah? We can get close to perfect with time and diligent practice. Yet if we never share ourselves then there is no room for imperfection.

There is no space to improve, to grow, or for that matter – make mistakes. There is no time to color crazily outside the lines, get flipped and tumbled around by a wave, or scream at the top of your lungs.

I invite you to share yourself (unapologetically) and create the possibility to receive from others without judgment.

Accept what is by partaking in the beauty of who you are. Especially and most importantly when nothing is figured out.

love, lena xo



there is a gracefulness to her rays

tactfully auspicious

strangers lost in her gaze

lustful and suspicious


seeking her out cravingly

her sunshine; a tragic contagion

light sheds pervasively

creating a world of optimistic contamination

Mondays are what you make them

What are you grateful for today?

Mondays can feel rather daunting or feel empowering. Monday is yet another day. Another 24 hours to grow and nourish yourself into whoever it is that you are. You don’t need to be any different or any better. You are all that you ever need to be my friends. It’s just about honing in on the natural abilities you already possess.

So, what I tend to do in my journal is write down three things I’m grateful for each day. It could be as big as getting a new job or really loving that new down-feather pillow you got this week. It could be anything and everything! I’ve also found it rather powerful to share with others too. Spread the love!

Today I am grateful for:

  1. Singing at the top of my lungs
  2. Living near my sister
  3. Sunshine

If you would like to, go ahead and share yours (or even do it mentally). Let’s make this list infectious today guys, and provide someone with a smile. Mondays are not so bad after all because there is always something to be happy about!

love &hugs,



Star dust oscillates through the blood

The taste of a Szechuan bud

Lingering on the tongue


Lightning crashes in one lung

The other overflowing with a starry-eyed sea

Bioluminescence sensuality


Materializing to a feverish energy

The mind lost in reverie


Your bodies no longer grounded

Everything becomes soundless


Each resembling a weightless feather

Serenely fading into a peaceful world together

our subtle light

I never had a hard time loving you
Because I will forever accept you
You came to me far from flawless
As I did to you, definitely not faultless
Our relationship unordinary
Like a tide meeting the ocean; an estuary
All my quiet spots are found within your walls
Our passion and love creating vast waterfalls
A never ending flow of imperfection
Deeply found at a perfect angle of reflection

I mirror you – as you mirror I
Oh, how our light can mystify

perfect little wildflower

My perfect little wildflower,


Just imagine you were perfect

Nothing could break you

Or for that matter, make you


A world of endless diamonds

Sparkling all horizons


Shining out for miles and miles

Lighting up the hills and all the isles


Just imagine you were perfect

Tears of pure love

For the life that you are a part of


Nothing more and nothing less

You are already a victory, a sweet success


Can you even imagine that power?

Because you are all you need to be

My perfect little wildflower

on love

does it arise like a leaf gently flowing down a stream or more like a strike from an avalanche freezing time in just seconds?


does it feel like blades of grass dancing in the wind or more like an earthquake shattering the earth beneath your feet?


does it sound like birds chirping quietly awakening you on a Sunday morn or more like thunderous bolts crashing above your head?


does it smell like a salty kiss against your lips from the ocean breeze or does it smell like nothing at all?

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